My mind is going crazy lately. The idea of California is still incredible to me but it's so scary. I don't want to end up out there and then screw myself over. 112 days until I'm out of Kentucky.
Will I make it successfully in the land of the unknown adulthood or will I just end up being another dreamer who ended up in a nightmare?
It's still the same crew going on this venture: Patrick, Matt, and I. It's definitely going to be a huge growing/learning experience and I couldn't be happier to embark on this journey with Patrick by my side. I'm not being unrealistic about this whole boyfriend situation. I know we'll more than likely get out there and be fine for a while but more likely than not, we'll meet women who are much remarkably attractive. We'll both end up being modern day Bukowski's. But regardless of the inevitable future, it'll be nice to go out there with someone who's just as eager as I am and someone who I can trust.
112 days can't go by quick enough.
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